I am shamefully angry, annoyed at my children running wild as we need to get out the door.
This anger is self protection of the child I once was.
She carries a hurt that remains inside my adult self, a hurt that is triggered here and now. I am in defense as a result.
I am out of balance this way.
I have carried this imbalance into this moment.
I have healing to do.
I am proud of seeing the grief I carry from this old hurt.
I can love myself towards the calm this moment needs.
I am reaching for all I can be.
Rooted in all I was.
I am growing from this place.
Not forgetting but forging for more.
I am stubbling but going on.
Bearing the mess is the living lesson in how to love our faults as we move foward.
That is the gift I can give today; how to love our faults as we move forward.
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The way we weather life’s storms are by only doing what we can do, moment to moment.
Step by step, however slow, is the the way we move through storms.
Beautifully expressed, Ta!
Children by their nature are wild and free.....it's good to recognise your own inner child/ younger self in your angry feelings and accept / embrace her.
Accepting our faults is possibly similar to exploring and owning our shadow self....we're all composed of light and dark. 🤍🖤🩶
What a vulnerable and beautiful post to share. You're so right... 💗💗💗